2day has been a long day for me as a civilian for 3 weeks, loz. At 8am went to work till 6pm and went back home.
It has been a drag because of the lack of confident and emotions created in me ever since like a few months and weeks days . The feeling is just like putting me in a cell and the feeling is fucking cb but have been improved since 1 week ago , i hope that this would be improved for the near future and return back to my old self as soon as possible . I had been asking myself whether I have changed myself or is the surrounding changed me. I believed that this answer would be shown in the near future as i proceed my civilian life.
I hope that my emotions for now would not really affect the people around me. HAIZ. Take carez
Fight on 9:16 PM
Thursday, August 20, 2009
It have been 3 weeks since i had ORD from ns , lolz and i am glad that it is finally over. Since I have finished my NS , a new chapter of my life have begin by stepping into the outside world. For the first two weeks ,I cant really adapt to the working life and been really EMO. Up till now , cant really be myself and it is like WTF man . Anyway currently working in the outside world for like 3 weeks and met quite a few ppl. Sorry dudes but cant be myself for like a few weeks and the feeling is really "WTF" and this especially for those who celebrate my ORD celebration tat day and it should be my night . Haiz , how i hope that my normal self and confident would return back to me asap. Hope that time would settle all of my problems in life . Anyway gdnite folks. Too sleepy to type le and tml still have work.BB. Hope that tml would be a much better day and a closer day to solve my EMO and problems which had arises.
LIFE IS GD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fight on 12:26 AM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
So sorry for not blogging lately because for these few weeks or even months is like very busy man , ha ha. Anyway , there will be like 70 days before ORDLOH and I will be looking forward towards it and shouting ORDLOH on the last day .
Anyway i got motivation to run 2day because i look at my weight(secret) and i kanna stunt sia . At 10pm , i went down to have a jogging session( running + jogging + walking) and surpising i completed two lap which is less than 2km. During the run , it is really very tedious because for a very long time i haven not been running and i wanted to be very motivated to run. After the run is like 1030 le and i went back home to cool down and have a bath . After the bath , i still sweat like hell but it is worth it because i finished 2 lap man. I hope that this will last every day man if i does not need to work at night ba. Anyway after everything is done , i feel like a million bucks man.I just hope i get sleepy soon man.
I also completed watching hunter X hunter and the 3 OVAs. The anime even though is old but den it is really very nice and i highly recommend it. Below is the opening 1.
Anyway i stop till here. Tomorrow still got WORK ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.EMOZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzz
Fight on 11:04 PM
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Sorry for not blogging for a very long time. For the last few days ,I keep having flu and cough and last Friday , my fever rise till 38.2 degree . After i taken the flu medicine , my head keep spinning and I felt quite high .The high feeling is like 50 percent of when you are taking liquor and the feeling is damn good.Ha ha , but after the fever is gone , the feeling is gone also.
Anyway I have recovered at least 90 percent already and I have to go back to work on Monday..(Monday blues mood).I haven decided when i am going to use my 8 days of leave and i have the feeling that i would be using it at the end of my working days. Sometimes I cannot control my emotions towards people. Is it because I am too nice to the people around me or I just don't have the heart to scold people around me . There is a few occasion when i suddenly lost my temper because i cannot contain the anger in me and things really get ugly. Must I try to change my personality till the point that i would not feel so emo towards things in life.
Life is damn fak up but den it really depends on the person himself on how he look upon it. I learn a few things in life , to live in peace , you have to be the one to be in control.It is alright to be nice to people , but if the person is too nice towards a person , people would just take advantage of you. This is one of the principle in life which i have learn the hard way and i would not let it happen again.
Sometimes , I rather be a bastard than allowing people to take advantage of me even though i does not like to be a bastard or a fucker. It is damn dulan when people take advantage of you when you treat the person well. To be a fucker or a nice person , you just have to decide to be one of them.
Maybe i too EMO or sick when i try to blog 2day. So anyway got to go.. CYA!!!
Fight on 7:02 PM
Thursday, January 01, 2009
WOHOOO , This is year 2009 baby.Came to think of it , it is a brand new year with a new begining. I wait for this year to come for a very long time beacause this year I gonna ORD . Wah damn it , time sure flies damn fast and I gonna be older by one year this year and there are so many things to achieve man. This year I damn determined to lose weight(plz dun call me go eat steam boat or BBQ for the first 6 months can le)
ANYWAY for my new year resoultion is to change myself to a better person . Seriously this year must think of wat i wanna do for the furture but for now just enjoy to the MAX. Anyway for now gonna stop here. TATA
Fight on 2:32 PM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Time to update my blog again and the reason for not updating my blog because I am quite busy these few days. Anyway I started playing Dissidia Final Fantasywhich is in Jap version and it is quite enjoyable.For those who had not play or bought this game , plz do so.
I had done alot of thinking and I felt that I should change into a better person in the year 2009 which is my ORD year.There is quite a number of reasons because next year I would be either studying or entering the workforce.I also have a question in my head , should i play lesser games and change my lifestyle.There got quite a few people who asked me to quit gaming and focus on on other areas which i could improve such as my studies .
Ayway for this year 2008 , I would enjoy first like playing games and next year , I would try playing lesser games. Haiz sometimes I dunno what I want in life and this cause quite a headache.Anyway I would stop here and waiting for the christmas eve and the YEAR 2009.
Fight on 12:59 AM
Sunday, December 14, 2008
It has been awhile since i have been blooging. Anyway 7 more Months before i ORD and I hope that this day would arrive soon. Anyway for the next few months , I would need to think what i would wan to do in the near future.
I had though about quite a few things like going to oversea to study , working part time and studying or just slack around which is quite stupid. But there is a few things I need to do like losing weight through dieting and getting a PS3 if games like kingdom hearts , yakuza are released . Dieting really need determination and I need the motivation .
I would put 6 months gauge to lose my weight and i hope that my effort would proved sufficent(i hope). In order to lose my weight , I should go lesser for AH LAO for breakfast le , eat less for lucnh and dinner and I hope it would last for atleast half a year till I ORD. Anyway I also need a strict diet plan , could anyone give me a strict diet plan (desperate laoi).
If i able to lose weight hor , i would quit all those stupud junk food le , lolz and i would thanks GOD .
Anyway I would stop at here. There are some videos from youtube from NARUTO SHUPPIDEN
LONG SHORT PARTY-Distance
Ikimono Gakari blue bird
Fight on 12:19 AM
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